Okay I do and don’t agree with natural e, respectfully…only get a job if you can/when u can. I’m working on going back to work right now, cause it’s possible at least some of the time Shaharradee. And in the meantime, I think despite what it can do to ones self worth if u allow it, you may want to at least consider hiring a disability attorney! Fortunately they do all the paperwork for you and then you at least have insurance. And possibly an unlivable wage income, but hey, sometimes we just gotta “do the best we can with what we’ve got to work with.” And of and when some of your symptoms are under control, then go back to work. Honestly though, most supplements aren’t covered by insurance, and that’s okay, God will help you find a way. If you don’t believe in him, that’s alright too - “where there’s a will there’s a way.” And as so many others have echoed emotional support is the most important. It’s why we’re all here right. And yep, sometimes even loggin in is too complicated lol. So yeah, find at least one person to listen to you and just empathize when you feel like giving up. Whoever said that, it’s great advice. Shaharradee everyone on here cares for you and is sending you all the love they can through a darn screen! And LOVE YOURSELF, no matter how stupid u feel compared to what you once we’re! Cause ur not stupid, or lazy, you simply have a disability that makes things tougher now.